UML: update my life :)

soo, i dont know how long its been since ive updated. but i feel like it.

i have a boo-- yess i know, took me long enough :)

but yeah, ive also decided to not hang out with people at this dreadful school as much as i used to. I'm about to start worst/best dressed of NC on this bitch. i dont care about the grammies & i refuse to repeat the gossip thats already on the web. My birthday is tommorow & ill be 2O :) Thats on thing to be excited about, I also have finals tommorow-- not soo happy about that one. Anywho.. ummm, I got my roots done like a month back.. i happen to like them alot :)

SiNGLE ...

So, after much thought-- I'm better off being single. If being in a relationship means that I have to cook & clean for a man who doesnt have the decency to respect me enough NOT to tell me he wants to fuck another girl, laugh at me because I have mix ups, tell me he wants to fuck another girl, repeatedly ask me for money ( not for necessities, but to hit the FUCKING club) and be COMPLETELY SELFISH in bed. . . then I'd rather be single. It's gotten to the point where there are arguements everyday over things that should be common sense when we're "trying" to get serious. I'm way too nice of a person sometimes. Kissing on a daily basis should be common sense. Showing me some type of affection besides using your dick to seperate my asscheeks, should be common sense. Not using my laptop to contact another female, should be common sense.

updates soon. . .

something.slight :)

It's been awhile "fans" ; focused on my schoolwork & such.
C.Nathanial reminded me of this sh*t. Something different here I guess.
I still go hard for fashion-- as usual.
I need to shop & take pictures.
I've been really lazy lately.
But good news-- I'm working out now.
Smile for me . . . updates on the life soon.

Sucka free for hmmm, almost 7 days :P

12.SCHOOL is for fOOLS . ugh

So I'm back on campus. I didnt realize how much I missed my freedom. No dram (thank GOD) as of yet, but I expect it. I'm in an upperclassmen dorm this year. -- btw, I NEED TO MOVE OFF CAMPUS. Can't party hard like I want to. A lot of fuckery & niggatry this year ALREADY. Freshman thinking they can act as they please. . . makes me happy to be taking upperlevel courses so I don't have to hear their so-called "intelligent thoughts". New York runs pretty deep this year -- WE IN HERE ! As usual, I'm with my crew . . . not bothered by the other shit. So party on Friday . . . was in there. I wasnt expecting much - - it's a small private college in the middle of NOWHERE . . we don't go hard like that. If I wanted to go hard - - I'd go to G-Vegas or the Triangle. I had fun none the less, on another level that night so I can't account for much. Pictures will be up soon. Until then . . stay black !


-- Pink 4 the Glory :)

11. Start Your Week off with Drama & FUCKERY.

Pure niggatry as I wake up from my Monday Markdown nap. When you are jacked up on coffee for 4 hours - - you hit the bed HARD when you get home. Anyway, back to our scheduled program. I wake up to 232648455 calls from a "friend" I haven't spoken to in almost a month. & when I say I say "friend", I mean the nigga I call when actual prospects are asleep, the ego boost, the one who always makes time out of his day to speak to me. & there is no shortage people, there are plenty of those in my life. If you don't know my habits, fails & TRUE men issues (besides the superficial shit) . . . realize you probably are NOT a true friend. Anyway. . . phone calls reminded me of the reason why I don't fuck with dudes with seeds. Didn't you guys learn something from old no-neck (see picture)? - - EVERYTHING COMES OUT [ALWAYS] Granted, I love babies & all that jazz. . . But I have specific reasons to not talk to these guys which I discuss with practically every man I meet. I've turned down some FINE ones because they didn't know how to keep the condom on, make sure she's on birth control & pay for the PLAN B pill. ( c'mon 50 bucks is not a lot to pay to pretty much save the seed for the right one! - - & it's not an ABORTION, its an increased dose of birth control, do the research, assholes! ) But you know & I KNOW . . niggas lie. I won't go into further details out of respect for her & myself. But the question is, "Dude, why lie?". When men make foolish mistakes like this, they set themselves up for the downfall. Don't you know the other woman that doesnt know she's the other woman is going to tell EVERYTHING ? Hell yeah, they won't go down in flames for the next dude. The moral of the story is, every nigga can't be the UNDRESSER & should act accordingly. Carolina men, please keep your main . . . some of ya'll are way too foolish to juggle . . .

-- Pink 4 the Glory :)

1O.Sunday Night Blues.

So I work at 8 am tomorrow, but I'm making time for a quick post.
My heart beats for a pair of SALVATORE FERRAGAMO eyeglasses.
I remember shopping with my mother earlier this year for a pair of
glasses & being denied the privilege of a pair of these beauties. I think
LC was trying to sell them for like $400 (BLASPHEMY). In my quest
to stand out from the "fashion icons" ( read: Neon-wearing androids)
these were my first choice. FUCK ME for not saving for these beforehand.
But for next years exam, I will obtain a pair. But through some online research,
I found out that this man's ideas on fashion are untouchable. I'm in love & his pricetag
has re-insured my faith in a college degree. Six figure salary - - HERE I COME.
The glasses I want are similar to the ones pictured above, though. . . they would not
be a bad substitute.

-- Pink 4 the Glory :)

9. thoughts stemming from a former flame. . .

FOREWARNING : anything & i mean anything discussed with me from this point is fair grounds for an entry...nothing *PERSONAL* . . .but general topics will be discussed...

Anywho, speaking to a long- lost ex earlier today & we briefly discussed the reason why we split. Since I was 17 at the time, everything was life or death & I never truly understanded his actions until now. . . He left me for someone he thought he might have a true future with ; completely understandable. Being almost 3 years older then when we first met.. My outlook has changed. I now understand the concept of following your heart. But my true question is. . .is it okay to leave someone youre committed to just because you met someone else? Thinking beyond youre own selfish needs. . .how would the other person feel? My theory on this is simple. . . The society we live in today promotes the pursuit of our own seflish needs & wants. Whether it is a new pair of shoes or butt implants...WE do it for the greater good of OURSELVES, not others. Whats to seperate materialistic wants & needs to the wants & needs of our heart ? The fact of the matter is. . . Its a tough world out there & we must think for ourselves. . .So to my *special friend* out there.. I understand. . .PEACE & LOVE :)

-- Pink for the Glory