UML: update my life :)

soo, i dont know how long its been since ive updated. but i feel like it.

i have a boo-- yess i know, took me long enough :)

but yeah, ive also decided to not hang out with people at this dreadful school as much as i used to. I'm about to start worst/best dressed of NC on this bitch. i dont care about the grammies & i refuse to repeat the gossip thats already on the web. My birthday is tommorow & ill be 2O :) Thats on thing to be excited about, I also have finals tommorow-- not soo happy about that one. Anywho.. ummm, I got my roots done like a month back.. i happen to like them alot :)

SiNGLE ...

So, after much thought-- I'm better off being single. If being in a relationship means that I have to cook & clean for a man who doesnt have the decency to respect me enough NOT to tell me he wants to fuck another girl, laugh at me because I have mix ups, tell me he wants to fuck another girl, repeatedly ask me for money ( not for necessities, but to hit the FUCKING club) and be COMPLETELY SELFISH in bed. . . then I'd rather be single. It's gotten to the point where there are arguements everyday over things that should be common sense when we're "trying" to get serious. I'm way too nice of a person sometimes. Kissing on a daily basis should be common sense. Showing me some type of affection besides using your dick to seperate my asscheeks, should be common sense. Not using my laptop to contact another female, should be common sense.

updates soon. . .

something.slight :)

It's been awhile "fans" ; focused on my schoolwork & such.
C.Nathanial reminded me of this sh*t. Something different here I guess.
I still go hard for fashion-- as usual.
I need to shop & take pictures.
I've been really lazy lately.
But good news-- I'm working out now.
Smile for me . . . updates on the life soon.

Sucka free for hmmm, almost 7 days :P

12.SCHOOL is for fOOLS . ugh

So I'm back on campus. I didnt realize how much I missed my freedom. No dram (thank GOD) as of yet, but I expect it. I'm in an upperclassmen dorm this year. -- btw, I NEED TO MOVE OFF CAMPUS. Can't party hard like I want to. A lot of fuckery & niggatry this year ALREADY. Freshman thinking they can act as they please. . . makes me happy to be taking upperlevel courses so I don't have to hear their so-called "intelligent thoughts". New York runs pretty deep this year -- WE IN HERE ! As usual, I'm with my crew . . . not bothered by the other shit. So party on Friday . . . was in there. I wasnt expecting much - - it's a small private college in the middle of NOWHERE . . we don't go hard like that. If I wanted to go hard - - I'd go to G-Vegas or the Triangle. I had fun none the less, on another level that night so I can't account for much. Pictures will be up soon. Until then . . stay black !


-- Pink 4 the Glory :)

11. Start Your Week off with Drama & FUCKERY.

Pure niggatry as I wake up from my Monday Markdown nap. When you are jacked up on coffee for 4 hours - - you hit the bed HARD when you get home. Anyway, back to our scheduled program. I wake up to 232648455 calls from a "friend" I haven't spoken to in almost a month. & when I say I say "friend", I mean the nigga I call when actual prospects are asleep, the ego boost, the one who always makes time out of his day to speak to me. & there is no shortage people, there are plenty of those in my life. If you don't know my habits, fails & TRUE men issues (besides the superficial shit) . . . realize you probably are NOT a true friend. Anyway. . . phone calls reminded me of the reason why I don't fuck with dudes with seeds. Didn't you guys learn something from old no-neck (see picture)? - - EVERYTHING COMES OUT [ALWAYS] Granted, I love babies & all that jazz. . . But I have specific reasons to not talk to these guys which I discuss with practically every man I meet. I've turned down some FINE ones because they didn't know how to keep the condom on, make sure she's on birth control & pay for the PLAN B pill. ( c'mon 50 bucks is not a lot to pay to pretty much save the seed for the right one! - - & it's not an ABORTION, its an increased dose of birth control, do the research, assholes! ) But you know & I KNOW . . niggas lie. I won't go into further details out of respect for her & myself. But the question is, "Dude, why lie?". When men make foolish mistakes like this, they set themselves up for the downfall. Don't you know the other woman that doesnt know she's the other woman is going to tell EVERYTHING ? Hell yeah, they won't go down in flames for the next dude. The moral of the story is, every nigga can't be the UNDRESSER & should act accordingly. Carolina men, please keep your main . . . some of ya'll are way too foolish to juggle . . .

-- Pink 4 the Glory :)

1O.Sunday Night Blues.

So I work at 8 am tomorrow, but I'm making time for a quick post.
My heart beats for a pair of SALVATORE FERRAGAMO eyeglasses.
I remember shopping with my mother earlier this year for a pair of
glasses & being denied the privilege of a pair of these beauties. I think
LC was trying to sell them for like $400 (BLASPHEMY). In my quest
to stand out from the "fashion icons" ( read: Neon-wearing androids)
these were my first choice. FUCK ME for not saving for these beforehand.
But for next years exam, I will obtain a pair. But through some online research,
I found out that this man's ideas on fashion are untouchable. I'm in love & his pricetag
has re-insured my faith in a college degree. Six figure salary - - HERE I COME.
The glasses I want are similar to the ones pictured above, though. . . they would not
be a bad substitute.

-- Pink 4 the Glory :)

9. thoughts stemming from a former flame. . .

FOREWARNING : anything & i mean anything discussed with me from this point is fair grounds for an entry...nothing *PERSONAL* . . .but general topics will be discussed...

Anywho, speaking to a long- lost ex earlier today & we briefly discussed the reason why we split. Since I was 17 at the time, everything was life or death & I never truly understanded his actions until now. . . He left me for someone he thought he might have a true future with ; completely understandable. Being almost 3 years older then when we first met.. My outlook has changed. I now understand the concept of following your heart. But my true question is. . .is it okay to leave someone youre committed to just because you met someone else? Thinking beyond youre own selfish needs. . .how would the other person feel? My theory on this is simple. . . The society we live in today promotes the pursuit of our own seflish needs & wants. Whether it is a new pair of shoes or butt implants...WE do it for the greater good of OURSELVES, not others. Whats to seperate materialistic wants & needs to the wants & needs of our heart ? The fact of the matter is. . . Its a tough world out there & we must think for ourselves. . .So to my *special friend* out there.. I understand. . .PEACE & LOVE :)

-- Pink for the Glory

8. just a random update

Hey all,

Posting from my brand new PEEk emailing device..moving slow.... *its updating*...but anywho.. All is well in the world...just been super busy working & such. Posts should pick up once i have pictures from school& such. Until then i will continue to discuss what i feel is importante as usual :)

Late breaking news in my world... Tax free weekend in NC..makes me happy..have a lot of shopping to do before i head back to school. Also... news in the MJ case...its officially manslaughter & the suspect is who else but his doctor. I didnt doubt that for a second. Anyway...peace&love

--pink 4 the glory :P

Miss Collins

6. JERK moves...

Today in the gossip world, it was reported that Richard Jefferson ( NBA player) has paid his ex-fiance a lump sum to "help her move on". WTF? Since when does money comfort a woman who has been left at the altar? Which brings me to my next point... Can money help one compromise in a unhealthy relationship? Can money buy your happiness? This issues intrigue's me because of a situation I was presented with the other day. A "special friend" decided that because he declined my invitation to a remote beachfront location, that him offering to pay for the whole trip would somehow make things better. His invitation was not only an inconvenience for me & my schedule... but also a "trick" ( if you will) to get me to speak again. Men, these things don't work. Throwing money & free vacations in my face is not going to get me to "budge" in you're direction, or foolishly go along with your demands. Let's all take a moment & realize that money DOES NOT & NEVER WILL truly buy the happiness of a woman. Because at the end of the day, or vacation.. when that woman is sitting alone by herself & you're out gallivanting with the next female you bought.. she won't be happy & neither will you. .. at least once she comes out & tells you how she truly feels. ( & we all know that won't be pretty.




Credit to mediatakeout.com for the photo :)

5. Vintage Shopping Blues..

So here I am thinking I can make alterations to everything I bought at the vintage store today. BIG MISTAKE. So far I'm still working on the romper , screwed up a tie-dye shirt, reconsidering this slinky dress I bought ( so much for tapping into my inner Amber Rose ) & am dealing with the jeans. The jeans will not be touched.. its way to hard to find trouser fit jeans.. that are made for short people. Being 5'2 blows when it comes to clothes shopping. Anywho, once I upload the pictures & such before the catastrophe, I shall update. Until then, wish me luck :)

**UPDATE

found my camera & these are the originals, i wont dare show you what I've done so far...

the gorgeous romper WILL BE FINISHED.

i want to pair this with high waisted white jeans...
kind of a "Grease" feel :)

this will ultimately become a shirt.

completely obliterated this tye-dye tee.. its prob going to end up being a work out shirt.

i have no idea where to go with this dress.
its fits all the curves, but could I pull it off?

the glorious trouser fit jeans..
you will never be given away :)

i'm going somewhere with these shoes. Idk yet,
but I'm getting a Zoey Kravitz(fashion idol) feel from them..



I cannot end this post without showing the old school sewing machine I found in my grandmother's storage closet. It's made into an adorable table, with a faux drawer.

4. you deserve glory.. [b.LOVE]

I couldnt have an everything blog without posting some of an old friend's designs. I hope that whenever I do get followers,( publicize me bitches) that they will look back & see my buddy B.LOVE :) Anywho, I was talking last post about getting bleach &duct tape. My buddy put me onto this my freshman year, bt I never took the time to do it. Here are some creations : "Zebra Blues"

"Sunday Face"

"XXX"

But yeah, its the work of a superb old friend. I'll post info if he lets me.. bt right now, I'm waiting for a reply. I'm pretty sure he doesnt wake up `til late anyway. It's the life of a fashion prodigy :)

--Pink :)

3. in a daze...

I could not pull myself out of bed early for some reason this morning. Lol, never mind. So after checking up on my celeb gossip this morning... my love for rompers, big sunglasses & Amy Winehouse is restored. (aka- these are the only things I find important this morning.) They posted pictures of Bey, as usual, but her outfit was fab. Besides the ever-present lacefront.. I love the rest of her outfit. I bought a pair of sunglasses similar to those & coincidentally broke them the next effing day. I am determined to have at least two rompers for class next semester. I am just in dire need of that People's Liberation tote from CR to spice some shit up. If anyone knows where I can find either a black or white romper. that will fit a curvy type without making my vagina look 10 ft tall, that would be great :) I'm thinking about getting crazy with bleach & duct tape.. OOOh, or a tye dye kit. Feeling extremely inventive these days :) Thinking about ripping up my Jolly Rogers tee( shout out to Jolly Rogers in Gboro) & putting the design somewhere....On to my next set of important news.. AMY FUCKING WINEHOUSE. My musical lesbian love... I still love Rihanna, but I prob. wouldnt marry her... anywho. Amy is back from her stint in rehab in St.Lucia & hopefully back in the studio. She put on a few pounds in the face & hopefully is ready to go. Please Amy, I'm waiting for the next album... I know my only follower(Lol) isnt going to let me end my post without talking about my adventure last night with L. I had fun, can't lie. Through getting attacked by numerous spiderwebs & threatening to impose serious bodily harm if he picked a spider up & put it on me... he was a gentleman. :) Since I'm one to take things slow, I have no idea where things will go from here, or if they will even go at all. I'm still young & single.. so I choose to keep my options only & not just date one person. I feel like when I've met that person I want to "settle down" with..I will, in a heartbeat. Until then, I've got electronic store works, waiters, models, carolina arena football players ( i will def. post about that date :) , NC dub graduates & college football players on my plate. Oh yeah, & some of this years freshman. Wish me luck :)

*EDIT* : Credit to SandraRose.com & Mediatakeout.com ... my cup of tea when i rise :D
--Pink :)

2. feelings...

I woke up this morning feeling pretty Kanye. This thought came to me as I watch my dog watch me eat my delicioso apple dippers from Mickey D's ( aka diet Satan). I bet just the caramel alone contains crack & a bagillion calories. Anywho.... I woke up this morning feeling Kanye-ish ( 808's & Heartbreak, of course) Been listening to it all day. This mood is prompted by my extra-curricular activities last night & a conversation with my BF#2. Had a dream about my infamous ex & our numerous "rolls in the hay"... yeah, we fucked A LOT. Sex dreams are few & far between even on my currently present "dry spell". But around every month or so I start to think about him & what would've been this month. Us seeing each other, etc.. it's been 2 years,I know. When you have to let go the love of your life, these things haunt you. I've tried dating & stuff... so I'm not hopelessly pathetic.. but my datees imperfection stick out like the bitch in the club that decides neon colors are classy.I guess I'm waiting until someone sticks around long enough to get that "perfect" image out of my head. Until then, I'm still young & beautiful.

--Pink :)

1. intro ?

I won't blame this spontaneous thought to blog on a friend.
An outlet for my daily ramblings may be what i need to connect
to the outside world. For this NewYorker, Charlotte BlOWS. two reasons:

- i only spend summers here, so I'm completely lost when it comes to a
social life.
-the money is not as abundant as in RM.
-i actually have to answer to someone when i leave the house.

Anywho, I spend my days reading celeb gossip, urban relationship blogs, & fmylife.
I've been working for a while here & I'm getting used to the area. The men in this area arent as forthcoming as NY'ers. The wait `til later to drop the bullshit on you.
Children & dead-end jobs seem to be the norm in a lot of areas down here.My age-range seem to be pushing out children in comparison for shopping for the latest JORDAN in high school-- if you don't have it, you are NOT the shit. ( maybe a NY, bt I've seen lines for sneakers..)

My friends are generally from up north, or some carribean country. The people I fcuk with from NC usually think outside the box & are not in comparison with "normal" carolinians.

Enough about this BS... I'll post later.

--PiNk :)